hey people!!!!! i have a new blog!!!!!! you may delete this sa LINKS niyo!!!! and add this one!

http://www.livejournal.com/~meter_miles

got it???? hehehe.. thanks people! comment naman kayo ha.. hehehe.. i miss you guys!!!!!!!!!!

humm.. actually.. i woke up at around.. 10:59 am to be exact.. uhmm.. i brushed my hair.. and went straight to the bathroom to do stuffs there.. huhmm.. then.. i opened the computer.. which everyone wasnt online yet.. so.. i waited and waited.. still no one was messeging me.. so.. i turned the comp off.. i watched TV in the attick.. uhmm.. and i was actually sleepy.. so.. i went back to my room.. and tried to sleep.. but.. yeah.. i couldnt.. i was really lonely and stuff.. and i wanted some companion.. (hahaha! madrama masyado) uuhmm.. i lay on my bed.. uhmm.. then.. i was really waiting for a text.. uhmm.. but it really didnt come in.. so.. i "kinda" slept.. humm.. what else?

we heard mass.. i actually didnt really reacieve any text messege from someone today.. huumm.. so sad.. and i dont have any ka-chat right now.. so boring LIFE.. i want to go out and drink?! but i dont have anyone to go out with at this very moment.. hum.. i really want to DRINK.. but dont worry.. i dont have problems or anything.. i just want to drink.. and feel LIFE outsidee of my house?! SHIT kasi eh! so lonely sa bahay!? no ones calling me?! no ones visiting me?! and when i use the comp. no ones chatting with me?! unless i start the convesation?! SHIT noh?! i hate it! pota kasi buhay ko eh! so boring?! i want to have a life?! argh!

isabelleph (4:33:45 PM): camille
lovespike89one (4:33:51 PM): isa?
lovespike89one (4:33:59 PM): why u sad?
isabelleph (4:34:06 PM): my prob kc ako
lovespike89one (4:34:10 PM): ano?
lovespike89one (4:34:41 PM): ano prob mo?
lovespike89one (4:34:44 PM): u can trust me..
lovespike89one (4:34:46 PM): dnt worry..
isabelleph (4:37:52 PM): may prob kc ako
isabelleph (4:37:57 PM): ang laki
lovespike89one (4:37:57 PM): ano nga po yun?
isabelleph (4:38:04 PM): help me naman
isabelleph (4:38:18 PM): my untie die few mins ago i need to call my relatives in state. to tell what happen
isabelleph (4:38:23 PM): favor namn baka matulungan mo ako
lovespike89one (4:38:47 PM): ano?
lovespike89one (4:39:00 PM): woah! condolence. im sorry..
isabelleph (4:39:05 PM): galing kse ako morgue nagbayad ako sa bill so ang prob ko hindi na me makatawag sa state kse wala na me cash bukas pa ako makakakuwa
isabelleph (4:39:08 PM): thanks
lovespike89one (4:39:19 PM): so ano matutulong ko?
isabelleph (4:39:24 PM): can u buy me a card smart to make a call in u.s. ill pay u maybe tom.
isabelleph (4:39:30 PM): hihiram sana ako sayu kahit mga 3k lang need ko kc call tita ko
lovespike89one (4:39:50 PM): 3000??!??! woah!!!!!!
lovespike89one (4:40:07 PM): pero.. san naman ako makakabili.. nasa bahay na me?
lovespike89one (4:40:09 PM): humm..
isabelleph (4:40:56 PM): wala bang store dyan
isabelleph (4:41:10 PM): pls camille help me pay ko rin friday
lovespike89one (4:41:20 PM): wala po eh..
lovespike89one (4:41:30 PM): alam ko tinitinda ng mga store dito..
lovespike89one (4:41:33 PM): smart card??
lovespike89one (4:41:36 PM): prepaid?
lovespike89one (4:41:40 PM): sa cellphone?
isabelleph (4:41:42 PM): oo
isabelleph (4:41:43 PM): oo
lovespike89one (4:41:45 PM): humm..
lovespike89one (4:41:50 PM): how much yun?
isabelleph (4:42:10 PM): kahit mga 3k lang dagdagan ko na lang sa friday
lovespike89one (4:42:26 PM): nye!
lovespike89one (4:42:30 PM): la me money!
isabelleph (4:42:36 PM): kahit 1k
lovespike89one (4:42:56 PM): ano yun bibigay k sayo money?! o yung card?! d ko get?!
isabelleph (4:43:06 PM): card
isabelleph (4:43:12 PM): bigay ko na lang sa friday
lovespike89one (4:43:28 PM): wala kasi dito eh.. but i can give you the money tomorrow!!
lovespike89one (4:43:36 PM): i have 2000
isabelleph (4:44:00 PM): need ko kc now pabile na lang ako sayu ng 4 na 500 smart
lovespike89one (4:44:21 PM): nye!
isabelleph (4:44:25 PM): pakitry naman
lovespike89one (4:44:28 PM): cge!
lovespike89one (4:44:30 PM): try ko..
lovespike89one (4:44:35 PM): but i wont promise ha..
lovespike89one (4:44:40 PM): hanap ka rin ng ibang tao..
lovespike89one (4:44:45 PM): peor inform kita ASAP!
isabelleph (4:44:59 PM): ok thanks wait kita now
lovespike89one (4:45:39 PM): pano kung nakabili na me.. how can i give the card?
isabelleph (4:45:53 PM): dito na lang
isabelleph (4:46:01 PM): yung pin#
lovespike89one (4:46:30 PM): aaah.. huumm.. cge.. ill ask my dad if he could lend me..
lovespike89one (4:46:32 PM): w8 lang ha..
isabelleph (4:50:51 PM): ok wait kita pag nandyan na pm mo na lang yung pin maliligo lang ako punta pa kasi kami ng morgue
lovespike89one (4:58:44 PM): isa.. i cant buy a card ryt now.. d me binigyan ng money.. pede daw bukas.. pero sabi mo nga.. kelangan mo today.. pano yan? sorry isa..
isabelleph (4:59:01 PM): need ko lng khit 1k lang
lovespike89one (4:59:32 PM): yup! lahat kasi ng money ko nasa dad ko..
lovespike89one (4:59:38 PM): so..kht magkano wala ako..
lovespike89one (4:59:40 PM): sorry
isabelleph (5:00:13 PM): pls naman pakitell babyaran ko rin
lovespike89one (5:00:49 PM): yup!!!!! sinabi ko nga.. this week babayaran..
lovespike89one (5:00:56 PM): eh.. wag nalang daw..
isabelleph (5:01:06 PM): huh
lovespike89one (5:01:08 PM):
isabelleph (5:01:14 PM): d ba daw pde
lovespike89one (5:01:25 PM): d nga eh.. pinipilit ko na nga eh..
lovespike89one (5:01:27 PM): wala parin..
lovespike89one (5:01:31 PM): ayaw talaga..
isabelleph (5:04:16 PM): camille
isabelleph (5:04:18 PM):
lovespike89one (5:04:29 PM): sorry talaga!
isabelleph (5:04:32 PM): pakitry need ko lang call
isabelleph (5:04:33 PM):
lovespike89one (5:12:38 PM): yep? isa.. la talaga me money..
isabelleph (5:12:44 PM): kahit 1k lang
lovespike89one (5:12:49 PM): ayaw me pahiramin ng dad ko..
lovespike89one (5:12:56 PM): pede bukas daw!
isabelleph (5:12:57 PM): need ko lang pls byaran ko rin bukas
lovespike89one (5:13:36 PM): eh tinanong ko nga kung ano diferece ng bukas at ngyn eh! pero sabi niya.. kung bukas bukas.. kung hindi bukas wag nalang..
isabelleph (5:14:25 PM): pakiusapan mo babyaran ko sabihin mo lang namtay tita ko
lovespike89one (5:14:48 PM): sinabi ko na.. eh tanong nga sakin.. bkt ako pa daw eh..
lovespike89one (5:14:51 PM):
lovespike89one (5:15:01 PM): lam naman na wala talaga me money..
lovespike89one (5:15:05 PM): sorry talaga isa..
isabelleph (5:15:11 PM): ok lang
isabelleph (5:15:36 PM): ei check mo yung pic ko try ko kc lagay sa friendster
isabelleph (5:15:41 PM): ok lng ba
lovespike89one (5:15:47 PM): ha?
lovespike89one (5:15:50 PM): pic?
lovespike89one (5:15:52 PM): bkt?!
lovespike89one (5:16:05 PM): wat for?
isabelleph (5:16:10 PM): eh kc bka pangit
isabelleph (5:16:12 PM): paalis na ako
lovespike89one (5:16:17 PM): aaaah..
lovespike89one (5:16:18 PM): haha
lovespike89one (5:16:20 PM): cge!
lovespike89one (5:16:23 PM): i will..
lovespike89one (5:16:26 PM): sorry talaga!
isabelleph (5:16:34 PM): ok lng
isabelleph (5:16:47 PM): may virus yata pc ko
lovespike89one (5:17:00 PM): hahaha
isabelleph (5:17:26 PM): kita mo na
lovespike89one (5:17:34 PM): hindi ko mabuksan
isabelleph (5:17:45 PM): y
isabelleph (5:17:51 PM): y daw
lovespike89one (5:17:52 PM): ewan?!
lovespike89one (5:17:57 PM): weird eh..
isabelleph (5:17:58 PM): cannot open?
isabelleph (5:17:59 PM):
lovespike89one (5:18:02 PM): yeah!
isabelleph (5:18:13 PM): wait lang


whatever!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate him/her!!!!! argh!!!!! well.. hindi lang ako naloko!!!!!! aaaaaah! so scary!!!!! pano kaya kung nagbigay ako!? kawawa naman ako.. how will i get my mony back?! so sad.. pero.. i nakapagisip din ako.. tinatamad kasi ako to buy or i mean to go out of the house kaya sinabi ko nalang wala akong money.. hahaha!!!!!! so pany!

humm.. ASAN ba "kuya" ko?!?!??! pota naman oh! second day na toh ha!!!!!! pota talaga! tangina! grrrrr!!!!!! ano bang nangyayari!!?? i should've think first before.. answering a really serious QUESTION! tangina naman kasi eh!!!!!! alam ko at alam niya na may mahal akong iba.. pero hello?!?!?! grrrr na talaga! naiinis ako.. ngayon i asked his friend kung nasaan siya.. aba! kaya pala hindi nagoonline/text/call saakin.. nasa ROMBLON daw siya?! aba! anong LOKOHAN toh! tangina naman eh!!!!!! punyeta! ano ba toh?! gaguhan?! shet ha!

sana nga hindi na ako pumasok sa ganitong situasyon! hindi ko naman siya mahal! pero, ano bang nangyari?!?!?! tangina naman eh!!!!!! alam din naman niya na iba mahal ko.. kaibigan pa niya.. pero! grrrr! argh! punyetang buhay! napaka hirap!

huumm.. okay.. i asked my dad if i can go to galle.. but the truth is? i didnt go to galle.. a went to a friends place.. haha.. and guess what? i rode a bus going there!!!! humm.. but dont worry!!!!! im with some one naman eh.. huhmm.. hes so cool kasama! grabe! hehehe.. i miss him na nga eh.. okay, back to the story.. uuhmm.. this day was quite fun! even if we just stayed home.. and walked to carlos' house.. it was fun.. PAULO mad me laugh!!!!! hahaha!!!!!!!!!! and humm.. i met some of the DRAW SIR people.. humm.. what else?! oh yeah! they were GREAT!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!! super! fun to be with!!!!! hahaha!!!! okay.. going back.. uhmm.. we went home.. like about.. passed 8??? then i arrived in galle like about.. passed 9??? well.. a little passed 9.. hehehe so.. okay.. i miss my "kuya" na.. humm.. hehehe.. oh well.. THIS DAY WAS MAJICAL..

okay.. huumm.. ang tanong ng mga tao saakin.. kung OKAY LANG AKO?! humm.. sagot ko? sino ba magiging okay, kung yung isang taong natutunang mo nang mahalin.. niloloko ka lang?! ano?! sino ba magiging okay dun? pero thank GOD.. nagiging okay na ako.. i celebrated my new year with sadness.. (oo nga pala birthday ko rin..).. baka malagot 2005 ko!!!! aaaah! pero nah! i wont make it ruin my 2005.. nux! MY! hahaha.. joke.. humm.. so.. continue tayo..

second question is.. MASAYA BA AKO? humm.. well.. i still cant figure out kung masaya ba talaga ako?! humm.. mahirap kasi tanggapin na niloloko ka lang ng taong natutunan mo nang mahalin.. ganun.. kaya i cant answer that question kasi.. minsan ok naman ako.. lalo na pag may nagpapangiti saakin at pinapasaya ako para hindi ko na maalala ang mga nangyari.. humm.. pero minsan? gusto ko mabaha ng LUHA bahay ko.. nah! masyado akong EXAGGE! hahaha! uhm.. nakakalunkot.. pero ano namang magagawa ko? nangyari na eh..

HINDI NIYA AKO MAHAL.. wala na akong magagawa dun.. hindi ko naman siya pipilitin na mahalin ako noh! HELLO!?!??! sino ba naman ako?! humm.. well.. hindi naman kasi siya yung pumili ng mamahalin eh.. PUSO niya.. well.. masakit.. pero mas maganda narin yung makalimutan ko na siya.. what i mean is.. kalimutan ko na yung mga bagay na nagpasakit saakin, dahil sakanya.. ganun..

magiging okay din ako..

Your Inner Gangsta by http://www.livejournal.com/~_poisonoak'>crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Milk Choclate Nuggets
You ride around in a	2004 BMW 530
Yo gang	The Mafia
Yo shoes be	Red and white Nike Dunk-Lows
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	83
How much money you got?	$1.61566537177517e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 67%
http://memegen.net/'>Quiz created with MemeGen!

Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/autumn_spirals'>chi_a_baidh
Your name is
Your sex is	MaleFemaleUndecided
Your favorite color is	RedOrangeYellowGreenBluePurpleBlackWhiteOther
You are stuck there because	the penguins saved you
For _____ years	26
With	George Bush. Click for pic.
He/She will think you are	God
You will	run far, far away
http://memegen.net/'>Quiz created with MemeGen!

Have you ever...
[x] Been drunk?
[ ] Smoked Pot?
[x] Kissed a member of the opposite sex?
[x] Rode in a taxi?
[ ] Shoplifted?
[ ] Been fired?
[ ] Been in a fist fight?
[ ] Had sex?
[ ] Had a threesome?
[x] Snuck out of your parent's house?
[ ] Been arrested?
[ ] Made out with a stranger?
[ ] Stole something from your job?
[ ] Celebrated new years in Times Square?
[x] Went on a blind date?
[x] Lied to a friend?
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher?
[ ] Celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans?
[x] Been to europe?
[x] Skipped school?
[ ] Thrown up from drinking?
[ ] Lost your sibling?
[ ] Played 'Clue'?
[x] Had a sleepover party?
[x] Went ice skating?
[x] Dropped X?
[ ] Cheated on a bf/gf?
[ ] Been cheated on?
[x] Had a sweet sixteen?
[ ] Had a quinceanera?
[ ] Had a car?
[ ] Drove?

Do you...
[ ] Have a bf?
[ ] Have a gf?
[x] Have a crush?
[ ] Feel loved?
[x] Feel lonely?
[x] Feel happy?
[ ] Fate yourself?
[ ] Think you're attractive?
[x] Have a dog?
[x] Have your own room?
[x] Listen to rap?
[x] Listen to rock?
[ ] Listen to soul?
[ ] Listen to techno?
[ ] Listen to reggae?
[ ] Paint your nails?
[x] Have more than 1 best friend?
[ ] Get good grades?
[x] Play an instrument?
[x] Have slippers?
[x] Wear boxers?
[ ] Wear black eyeliner?
[x] Like the color blue?
[x] Like the color yellow?
[x] Cyber?
[ ] Claim?
[ ] Like to read?
[x] Like to write?
[x] Have long hair?
[ ] Have short hair?
[x] Have a cell phone?
[ ] Have a laptop?
[ ] Have a pager?

Are you...
[ ] Ugly?
[ ] Pretty?
[x] Ok?
[x] Bored?
[x] Happy?
[ ] White?
[ ] Black?
[ ] Mexican?
[x] Asian?
[x] Short?
[ ] Tall?
[ ] Grounded?
[ ] Sick?
[x] A virgin?
[x] Lazy?
[x] Single?
[ ] Taken?
[ ] Looking? [but waiting! weeh! haha]
[x] Not looking?
[x] Talking to someone?
[x] IMing someone?
[ ] Scared to die?
[x] Tired?
[x] Sleepy?
[x] Annoyed?
[ ] Hungry?
[x] Thirsty?
[ ] On the phone?
[ ] In your room?
[ ] Drinking something?
[ ] Eating something?
[ ] In your pjs?
[x] Ticklish?
[x] Listening to music?
[ ] Homophobic?
[ ] Racist?


Source:peeyah's blog..

Time is too slow for those who wait,
too swift for those who fear,
too long for those who grieve,
too short for those who rejoice,
but for those who love, time is eternity

>>para sainyo? totoo ba yan? humm.. TIME IS ETERNITY?? are you sure????????? pero bakit kung nagmamahal kayo.. minsan kailangan maghiwalay.. yun gmga ganung reasons?! get niyo naman ako diba??? hum.. may sasabihin din ako.. gawa ko lang toh ha!!!!! sige.. read.. haha.. matagal na toh.. its not actually a poem.. pero EWAN!!!!

>>>akala ko nung una masaya pala ako na mahalin siya.. pero, nung isang umaga, ako'y nagising.. nalaman ko ito lamang ay isang pangarap na aking inaasam.. ano ba talaga ang gusto ng diyos saakin?? ako lang naman ay 'di hamak na babaeng gustong gusto magmahal at mahalin rin.. noong katagalan.. nalaman ko rin ang sagot sa aking mga katanungan.. hindi pala siya ang aking pinapangarap mahalin.. kundi iba.. iba sa lahat, ibang iba..
ako nanaman ba siguro niloloko ng diyos? o parte lang toh ng puwing sa buhay ko.. ano ba itong nararamdaman ko? totoo na ba ito? o ito nanaman ay isang panaginip na matagal ko nang inaasam?

o ano? kamusta naman yung ginawa ko? hehehe.. wala lang.. hehehe..

>puede ko na bang ibigay ang puso ko sa iba? kahit wala namang nagmamay-ari nito?
>>haha! labo!

well.. i can say.. im HAPPY right now. i dont know! humm.. i just feel "okay" compared before.. ang drama ko!? as in! hahaha! super! uhmm.. humm.. i went to my tito's wedding.. which was fine.. humm.. me and my brother were talking while the mass was going on.. while i was texting! hahha! well.. i was laughing coz there was really no one there! i mean! yeah there were people and stuff but.. its not that many?! do you get me?! humm.. hehehe.. okay! so anyways.. humm.. im askingket if she can sleep over in my house after xmas.. before new year.. so.. we can go out! hehehe.. anyways.. humm.. what else? im really not that sleepy yet.. humm.. im tired! but i dont want to rest.. hehehe..

so.. its christmas break.. humm.. okay! christmas break, humm.. evey xmas break always get money.. but now?! humm.. i hate it!
haha!
so anywyas. im chatting with mariel right now.. humm.. i want to go out! really! and i havent given her my xmas gift yet! hahaha.. so .. anyways.. huhmm.. what else.. humm.. i miss school! but i dont miss studying! i hate it! hahaha..

so.. thank God.. im getting better and better.. compared dati na masyado akong madrama.. humm.. anyways.. hindi na kami masyado nagtetext ni "him" eh.. but if anytime magtext siya.. i save the messeges in my phone.. humm.. i really miss him.. pero nah! i just want to see him.. matagal na kasi hindi kami nagkikita eh.. oh well.. so anyways.. hum.. i have these 2 favorite songs right now.. here's the lyrics..


Everybody wants to be loved
Every once in a while
We all need someone to hold onto
Just like a helpless child, yeah
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know it's alright

It's been a long time coming
Down this road
And now I know
What I've been waitin' for
And like a lonely highway
I'm tryin' to get home
Ooo, love's been a long time comin'

You can love for a lifetime
You can love for a day
You can think you've got everything
But everything is nothing
When you throw it away, yeah
Then look in my eyes
And I have it all once again

It's been a long time comin'
Down this road
And now I know
What I've been waitin' for
It's like a lonely highway
I'm tryin' to get home
Ooo, love's been a long time comin'

Didn't know I was lost
Til you found me, uh huh
Didn't know I was blind
But now I see

Can you whisper in my ear?
Let me know it's alright

It's been a long time comin'
Down this road
And now I know
What I've been searchin' for
Oooh, been a long long highway
And now I see
Ooo, love's been a long time
Oooh been a long time
Love's been a long time comin'

ok ba?! hehehe.. uhmm.. ito pa yun isa..

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
Here you are

If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?

I don't hear the music
When I'm lookin' in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch that sends me
It's the way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile, you know I'd die for
Oh baby, you're all I need

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you?
Just how much I really need you?

Did I tell you that I love you tonight? Tonight...

And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you?
Just how much I really need you?

Did I tell you that I love you tonight?


I LOVE HIM.. THATS MY POINT..